It's been a while since I was sleepless at 4am. Something about the time change slash everything else that's going on in my life.

You know, I keep telling myself that I am really doing too much, but the more stuff I get rid of, the more stuff I pile on. I like to do. I'm convinced that I'm doing so much to make up for.... something. But that's me thinking too much.

Sometimes I enjoy the discontentment. It's not the whiney, bitchy kind, but the hate-the-world blahs that make me feel like a artist dressed in all black. I look at zee world and see zee lab rats running zee endless circle of life. It's kind of fun. Definitely a break from the smiley mask I most often don.

I took this picture for day 18 (!) for the 365 days project. Just one more thing that I've signed up to do. The thing is, with all the stuff I do? I really enjoy! Now if I could just quit working and "do" all the time.